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[22 Oct 2005|01:01am] |
so it's up the stairs
and out of view
no prying eyes
i poured some wine
i asked your name, you asked the time
now it's two o'clock
the club is closed, we're up the block
your hands on me
i'm pressing hard against your jeans
your tounge in my mouth
trying to keep the words from coming out
you didn't care to know
who else may have been you before
i want a lover i don't have to love
i want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
♥ ♥
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[18 Oct 2005|09:27am] |
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we're all alcoholics.
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[02 Oct 2005|06:39pm] |
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+ had a lovely drunken weekend.
- barely slept the entire time.
- feel like complete shit
- fatness = has got to go.
+ off from school tues & weds.
+ barely working this week.
- my friends really suck & i need new ones.
+ NO SCHOOL WORK.
so life is alright for the most part. :]
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[21 Sep 2005|07:51pm] |
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dude the downtown is being closed down. i'm pretty upset.
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[15 Sep 2005|02:37pm] |
"you shouldn't have to sacrifice who you are
just because somebody else has a problem with it."
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[11 Sep 2005|10:29pm] |
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i won't ever be good enough for you, or anyone for that matter. but you know what? i'm over it. cause guess what people?! NEWS FLASH: i ain't getting pretty anytime soon. and i ain't getting skinny anytime soon. deal with it. hate me. fuck me. ignore me. push me away as far as possible. what fucking ever. i have finally come to realize that i won't ever fall in love. and i don't want to waste my life and my time thinking about when this amazing turning point in my life will happen, because it won't, and i'm so done. i give up on you stupid worthless people. i'm on my own. none of you can break down these walls that i have built. and i'm riding my own wind, now.. and forever.
peace out.
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[07 Sep 2005|09:01am] |
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okay so school is starting tomorro and i want to die. i am so not prepared. like i'm in denial, summer is still here, we don't have school, what the fuck! but this summer was the best ever, it was one big party and went by so fast, which sucks. i miss all of the graduated seniors alot, i'm going to walk into school tomorro and probably cry. it's going to be like one huge culture shock with all of them not being there. ugh, it sucks. i'm really just not ready to go back to school and deal with everything, it's senior year we have so much bullshit to take care of, ahh i'm nervous and i'm so scared. but whatevs, i guess it's kinda cool that we're on top of the school and all now, haha i love it. these three years went by so fast, how insane. let's hope that this year starts off good, and everything is good, and i can just relax and enjoy my year. i don't want to have to deal with stupid drama like last year, so fucking worthless. so here's to us, seniors 06 bitches! ♥
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[27 Aug 2005|12:54pm] |
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todays my birthday bitches. =)
♥ ♥
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[23 Aug 2005|01:55pm] |
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wow ok.
life has been so good lately,
i don't even know where to start.
so first off, montauk was amazing.
there was only one night spent sober.
cause i'm just that cool.
and yesterday was officially,
the best day of my life.
my best friends are amazing,
and so is sushi at 10pm.
"the four girls in the third row in bikinis."
i'll just leave you with this..
.. "MIKE JONES!" ♥
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[12 Aug 2005|07:55pm] |
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i'm leaving tomorrow for montauk, aka my second home. and i won't be back til the 20th. i'm really fucking excited and have been looking foward to this week since the beginning of the summer. 'let's get retarted part duex', holler.
PEACE OUT BITCHES ♥
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[04 Aug 2005|06:53pm] |
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"having had considerable time to ponder on it,
i've decided that i love you, more than most people can imagine."
♥ ♥
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[30 Jul 2005|06:26pm] |
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hi my name is sara and i should really stop smoking and drinking, my voice is completely gone and i sound like a 60 year old man, no one really likes me and i kind of have no friends, and i am a complete and total mess. kthanks =]
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[22 Jul 2005|06:35pm] |
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i really hate my life. i think alot, and sometimes i think that if one of these days i just happened to get run over by a huge truck, no one would even notice that i was gone. nor would they care. the sick thoughts that i think, i know. but it really is true.
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[16 Jul 2005|02:26pm] |
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today is my last day of grounded-ness.
thank god, i am sick of this shit.
and now i can finally go out
and party,
and be myself again.
holler. =]
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[11 Jul 2005|08:45pm] |
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taken in context, it's not a bad thing.
but, when you start to pick it apart, it gets so depressing.
it's that sorta thing that makes you think too much.
it's that sorta thing that makes you lose your objectivity,
so if you made it, just be glad that you did and stay there.
if you ever feel loved or needed,
remember that you're one of the lucky ones.
and if it's over, just remember what i told you,
it was bound to happen, so just keep moving on.
there's no perfect endings.
♥ ♥
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[05 Jul 2005|08:18pm] |
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yo, i feel so effing shitty.
but my fourth of july was so hot.
i love my friends.
alot alot. =]
♥ ♥
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[03 Jul 2005|04:40pm] |
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i just cannot get over how insanely fucking beautiful he is.
♥ ♥ ♥
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[28 Jun 2005|07:49pm] |
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i am so completely convinced that the only things in life that can make me happy are coffee, cigarettes, & alcohol. everything else in this damn world is just worthless & causes too much pain.
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[26 Jun 2005|03:32pm] |
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summer is here, officially. i love it ♥
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